christmas and friends, and loved ones, and missing ones. (: christmas was indeed a bomb this christmas! the lack of time made it a bomb! last minute chrismas shopping even right up till christmas eve itself! the lack of cards! and my lack of writing them! i still havent wrote many! and the year is catching up with us! i cant believe the year has come to an end! SO CRAZILY, i finished my exams one month ago, and so crazily one month has been reduced from our holidays! one month more in sg, and one month extra till my 20th! my friend asked me why i wanted to leave perth so so much! and i just stared into blank space and a myriad of answers flew by!

dont try to understand why i wanna do this, dont try to understand why im so crazy. dont try to ask me why, for i have absolutely no idea. dont ask me what ifs and what would happen, because i have no idea too! if GOD GIVES, he gives, when he takes away, he does so too! i wouldnt know my future, if i have to stay or go, preferbly GO of course(: but still i will be CHOOSE to be contented with whatever the result. yup!

ANYHOWS! that friend went on to talk about personality tests! like is that GOD SENT OR WHAT! he said for sanguines, the easiest way to kill your friendship is to forget their birthdays! and i WENT WIDE EYED! totally man. kill our friendship! its not on purpose i bear sadness about perth! its just im wired that way! ARRR. so much for being a sanguine!


i love christmas!


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AMONG THE MANY OTHER PRESENTS AND CARDS(: thankyou!

SG IS LOVE!
MELB WOULD BE LOVE TOO!
OKAY GOD? PLEASE!


boxer day saw us volleyballing, frisbee-ing, soccer-ing. picnic-ing, tanning, LAUGHING. it was really really really awesome. our virgin maiden trip on that train that brings you to sentosa! SHOCKING! (: i would wanna go again. jingyu! we are waiting for you!

totally know what it feels like to not ever wanna live this paradise of friends we've found! i will miss everything, everyone, and every totally retarded, random thing ever said.

Labels: love; life; forever