if you must know, im really tired to the bongs.

i have not had a full 8 hours sleep ever since i got back. i had an operation to 2 significant points in my body and it is, as gaby calls it, MOTHER painful. its really damn pain, and i dont ever wanna give birth man. soapy asked me to be a women, my mom did it twice. GOSH. her mom did it thrice. man. i cant bend, squat, stretch, or turn my hand funny. its crap.

the blood lost makes me very tired.



i say its the devil's work.


because i am actually going to GOTSALT. its the last camp of this year and i really really wanna go! YAM CAMP was awesome, because we really met with God face to face, even during QTs, and GROUP TIME. u could just feel him. touch your heart. i really wanna go melb and study now. i feel like i need to move on, breathe loud, and touch the skies because there's so many things awaiting me. i really feel that ive wasted 2 years, and have so much to catch up on! i need to catch the ferry that has already sailed, but i cant. so i will do what GOD DID. walk on water.
with God's Grace, we shall run on water.

IT IS GOOD; IT IS GOOD.



okay. this will be the last update. i'll be flying off to taiwan in the midst of GOTSALT.



GOD, YOU ARE MY WORLD.

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