the sweetest goodbye breeds the most sorrowful heartache of heartaches.

im super super super tired and drained already! i think this whole day has been really draining on me ): i cried my eyeballs out like seriously. i miss sg alot! i miss pig. i miss mummy i miss daddy i miss gorgor. i miss looking forward everyday to doing mundane things with the pig. i miss so many things as the tears just come pouring down! i could say so confidently to abbs, 3rd year already okay! yet it doesnt make saying goodbye any easier! three's a charm they say. indeed there's so much i miss yet i have to go on and that sucks! i hate pulling myself out of this ditch but what else could i do! i dont wanna ruin the night for everybody! its so strange that no one is online because everyone's at fusion.

i really REALLY just wanna go home; when i really, REALLY just got here.




i really miss mummy ):

and they say missing someone really sucks. boy does the person not know what it feels like to miss a hundred other someones . ):