keith croft is very beefy!


I LIAKE! i dont really have much time to blog. but omygoodness! today god's presence was so so so so so so close! like i never anticipated meeting him so much before! and longing for more than just sudden GOOD hibbie jibbies down my spine. my whole body was hibbiejibbies-ing ya know! icouldnt care if i look spas! but, whao! nv felt that before!

when i went for my first urban life in the city, linnie prophesied over me and i literally felt my whole spine burning kae. really the more she spoke the more it burned. and GOD hasnt even lessen his appearance.

draw near to God, and he'll draw near to you!

so exciting! this is the season, where you are my reason!

GOD, where to go? what to do? i just wanna do it all for you. with your strength. your power and your might.

you have a finger print so distinct that no one has, to live your imprint supernaturally so that you would make an imprint in the world for GOD.

i couldnt really catch the exact words he used. but. there would be what i got! you guys can correct me in love if you all want. IN LOVE I STRESS. this exam period is wonky bonky might be cranky if i dont finish my essay by tmr! (its the 2nd last one not counting essay for exam!)


but on a sad note, lately ive been missing grampie alot. ): i miss him like crazy crazy. until i wanna cry? like i dunno whether its satan, but ive been regretting that i didnt get to say goodbye. didnt get to visit him. didnt get to talk to him. was he waiting for me all these while? did he feel any love the last day, last week last month of his life? was he happy. did anyone hugged him? did anyone kiss him? does he know i love him?

i really really really miss u grandpa )':

i really wanna go back home just to see u grandpa ): why didnt u wait for me! why grandpa! you were the most important person in my life. now you're gone. i dont even know what to believe or to feel. how can i go home to a place without you): u thought me life. thought me how to walk poo pee. you thought me to love others, and never make an enemy. you thought me that obey your parents and your days will be long. you thought me what it means to be faithful to GOD, and how GOD is forever faithful! you taught me to laugh! and now; also because of my dearest you, i've now learn to grieve.