last semester was all about finding things to do, finding things to do, finding things to do.
i dunno why times passing so fast. im getting a headache at the speed life's plunging ahead.
ive been so busy. i dont even know with what. i dont even remember the last time i could take a moment to pause and day dream. ): and that's really sad. i like moments like that. when i have time to dream about life, and myself. i get really irritated now, whenever i suddenly take a daydream about sg or anything. ): i feel like im being unproductive. sian. this really sucks ):
ive been so busy ): its the FIRST time ive ever missed an NDP parade. like even back last year/ year before, dreyest and i would watch NDP toget! stream it and what not. sucks not to have anyone who loves SG as much as you in close proximity ):
then again. life sucks man. year two is taking its toll on me! + enight. whallao ):
i mean im not really complaining, just that everything's just clamping me up.
EVERYTHING.
i think ive changed alot ):
and i dont think i'll like it / i dont know how i'll fit in again. i know this sounds mad.
but. its the blinding truth!
as much as the older me was a procrastinating sloth, i really miss me. i miss doing me things, having me time, watching make ME happy dramas, thinking ME happy day dreams, talking to MY happy pill whining that the day should pass faster cos im hungry.
see. im really stressed + missing ME! aiyayayayyayayaya! ):
tmr got presentation. SAY: WHALLAOEH!