despite tgn's V to tanning, i went with the pig right. and now i look like a fricking burnt cow! tanning is a no no more more. like srsly veh hard to get a perfect tan out of it.

i was super duper duper emo to the core before this but thank god for the pigg! for the record, i was super home sick even before leaving my home. i really really really dont wanna go back to melb.

really.


call it short sighted, stubbon, inflexible. whatever.


i totally understand homesickeness, and i totally understand why people just cringe and die. i mean- im a city girl. i like breathing in hdb flats, and ahbengs and all the crudeness and kiasuness that comes with the hustle and bustle. i like shops and shops and more shops even if topshop zara and river island are replicated in everysingle one of it. i like it that everyone has everyone around to mugg like crazy with, and everyone's form of taking a break is doing sports.
i like it that i dont have to say anything and people already know what i have to say. i like it that i have countless things to do. and planners filled with names im trying to fit in, and things i never seem to have enough time to do.

i just really miss home. i dont wanna go back, to being alone. i want lasspig to call me at 12 am and ask me to go supper and just chill and laugh emo and talk about life. i want kenneff to call me after school because he has no one to go out with. i want to go running with driel though i know im damn unfit. i want to lepak with soapy on her couch and just watch reruns of channel8 dramas. i wanna bounce around siki and just beam around her because she is delightful! i wanna stare at abby in utter disbelief as she says more weird stuff and try to convince herself that im dumber than her! i wanna laugh and poke fun at cols and do many adventurous spontaneous and things that will forever be etched in my memory! i wanna roar with laughter at oddy's random nonsence and i wanna go places with jyjy and have many trigger happy moments! among the many other awesome friends, i wanna do 129389348372Xs more crazy stuff and make 12903182049384 more awesome memories! and hello,teamcharis. i wanna tomyambanmian!

but these are all soon gonna. boomz-

be wad i wished i could do, as time flips, and whee 3 weeks left. 21 days. hur. as fast as the mrt goes from the east to the west.


and have i mentioned it already? i look like a frickin cow with weird white patches amongst my burnt red skin. but i like it. good memories! like stealing balloons, random national day parade, midnight siaoness. sleepovers, and much love.


but then again, im just whining. im sorry. i know i will survive. melb's cool too. but right now, i just wanna be right here.