i dreamt a couple of nights ago i had cancer.


what if it all came true!





what would i do.


at the doctor's today, i said something really embarassing that made me even O.O at myself. when i was in secondary school, i told wonny my theory of how my parents had me and he said i was a singapore sex-education-failure kid. i refused to believe parents need to have - to have kids. yeas. im turning 21 in a week and i still stick by my stupid theory. too bad too sad. anyway! the stupid doc kept asking me whether I WAS SURE i wasnt pregnant, and whether she should do a test to confirm. CUMMON! what's so hard in believing kids can be NORMAL! because she kept pressurising me with such a stupid question when i had already unanswered, i got distracted and kindof started day dreaming, and in my dreamy mode, i accidently said, what's a sexual intercourse?

OMG. i think oz really makes ppl dumb! HAHAH. WTH WTH WTH WTH. the doct's face was like - i could tell she almost diagnosed me as retarded.


ANYHOOS> more docts tmrrrrr. please LORD, i dont wanna be lumpy ):