everybody lies. it sucks. that's life. deal with it.

life's actually not quite wad we hope for, and certainly not what we expect! no use living it for anyone other than God. promises are broken, people change. people mean what they dont say, and say what they dont mean. really thankful for ppl who still bother to listen to my bing bang booms altho everyones busy running their little lives (:



im really grateful for sgp more than ever. coming here has taught me that im really a loner. and i hate it! and going back to sg shows me that i dont mind doing things alone. its quite weird! how i hate being alone here. but i dont mind being alone in sgp when i have everyone! one thing i truly hate, is being alone in aussie yo! but whatever luh! really miss my zhixingpenyouz though :(.

AIYAZ ):

but srsly, ive been going for classes ALONE OGAYS! i feel very motivated! but i feel fatter yo! WHY WHY WHY! ): i actually look fatter ): i went for pilates on tues, then bodaye attack yesterday! which's like more streneous aerobics. i felt quite bimbotic luh! cos the instructor's damn high and we have to do all these weirdo superhero moves. but afterawhile! its really strenous yo! i really want my body to be sculpted back to how it used to be! but uhn. seems a little tough! like these classes actually make me look BIGGER. OMG. i dont wanna be a big dude. i wanna be a skinny thinny!

i met gabs in sch today! and he told me he was gonna watch some breakdancing act. and we went togethar. and right right! after we watched for awhile, he said he wanted to go joinem! i was so shock kae! like HMM. that means he's how zai. and he was very! so i became very motivated! uhnhuh! UHNHUH!


motivated to do smth with my life!


and fit into all sorts of dresses!


SUCH PRETTY DRESSES! i want them all ): i wished i could make dresses! ): that would be so awesome!