i realised why i blogged with lesser words now!

cos i ALWAYS regret whatever ive said. DAMNGIRL. hurhur.
THE HILLS is back! (:

and sad to say! i watched it! its only twenty minutes anyway! so when i break UHNHUH UHNHUH (: heidi's has a new face man. eyebrowlift, ears pinned up, nose job, chin job, boob job, butt job. OMAN. that is one whole body's worth of reconstruction. why do people do that?! and the show damn bad luh kept showing her old photos! and she was DAMN pretty! and i was thinking, GOD really does such a perfect job you know? like how can anybody reconstruct their body to look better? to hold her ears up, she has stables in her head. OMG right. and srsly. i got a shock when they revealed her face. she lipo some of her fats to reconstruct her jaw line - NO.

and i feel so bad. to think she only went to visit her mother after her surgeries. really. ): i srsly think all mothers feel that their children's perfect the way they are. srsly. i dont know why. i feel so bad. because she really just looks so weird and stiff after the surgery and it was written all over her mother's face. ): i couldnt help but wonder if she could ever undo the reconstructions done to her face- at least keep pressing ctrl z- back to the natural untouched version. but this is reality ):