i used to be really unaffected by death. like how ive never ever learnt to cross the roads properly. srsly, nobody believes me when i say WHAO almost died. but there were far too many occasions when cars barely touch me as they zoom pass! when i was in thirteen, we were having a match against our seniors and my senior's jaw smashed into my face as we were jumping for a ball. my glasses smashed less than 1cm away from my eyes, and when i was bleeding from it, i thought i was gonna go blind :/! the only think i was worried about was my parents scolding me for playing netball. death seems so inevitable as we grow older. death actually puts so many things into perspective. and sadly, it actually brings the humanity out in humans. why so late? for the first time, better late than never seems stupid.