sometimes in life we get so caught up with things that we dont really know wad's really going on. DEAL WITH IT MANDA. im really embarassed that ive got so caught up with my spiderweb of anger and all the other things that i have stupidly failed to be there for things that matter. my life used to be all for my friends. the moment call, im there. things happen; people change. but still i felt really sad that it has become accustomed now to k, that when i call, means im really really sad cos smth's happen. and when he calls, it means die. really need to talk liao.

i cant believe that kenneff said the most shocking and sad thing last night.

me: 'talk to u tmr kae?'
k: hur.
me: wad?
k: cummon luh. you mean, talk to me next month.
me: ayeeee dont laike that leh!
k: hahahaha. its true wad! nowadays talk to u tmr = next week. next month.

v sad. ): but its true.


im v proud of you 小豬。you said that i still saw you as a little boy! but you've actually grown up.
i think you have indeed and its v scary! im sorry you know? that im like that. i know your pain. i know your pain.